
The
choice of the seasons as the leitmotif for these contributions to Southern
Women's Web Ring section is leading this person to intrigue and more profound
understanding of the organic imperatives the cycle of the seasons on this
planet earth impose on its living creatures. A common expression among
professionals in child psychology and psychiatry is; "the best ally we
have to our healing efforts is normal development.." It goes without
saying the perspective of inevitable change and the seasons also provides
a powerful search engine and systematizer for the experiences of our lives.
With
appreciation of the spectre of unhappy truths and riddles awaiting confrontation,
many endeavor to re-enactment of those periods of life demanding only absorption
with self. I unashamedly acknowledge such preoccupation with the "salad
days" of past summers because it serves my purposes so admirably.
In the
real summers of my Oklahoma childhood it was the night when life could
begin to stir as energy depleted by daytime heat restored itself,
aided by supper of hot coffee, skillet fried round steak ,tomatos and onions.
The aroma of the sturdy 4 O'Clocks garnished the air enfolding men holding
hoses dispersing water on uncut grass and browned shrubs. The splattering
of the water blended with the voices of the women and snapping beans
and shelling peas. Children paused in their games to hear much more than
intended.
My
mother's mother looked to the crescent moon and declared; "They had just
invented the train when I was born, the car came after I had all but two
of my children, the airplane after more than half of my grandchildren and
you my daughter will live to see men go to and walk on that moon."
And so she did.
Stars.
These summers of our earliest memories were night skies so filled with
the blinking of stars which made distant lightening bugs joining the patterns
of the constellations difficult to discern. A rising Leo appeared
from below the far distant horizon and Gemini before disappearing
first descended well below eye level. The Milky Way could be imagined as
just broadcast seed. some hanging still in the atmosphere.
Summer
dreamers like those skies of the plains. presented expanses of lights
which promised the child I was boundless unique places and
individuals I hoped to see and know and connect to. Even as I child
I knew the time too short.
This
being a personal site which implies permission to self-indulgence I take
advantage in the presenting of these images, a number of which are personal
photographs from some of my summers past. They are presented as entertainment
and nothing more but I do claim coprights. However if an image particularly
strikes one's eye I will respond to e-mail requests for use on non-commercial
personal pages.
 
 
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